My very first song on iTunes!

Yep, this is my very first song on iTunes! :D I'm really happy and excited about it! You guys don't have to buy it (you can download it for free above), it's just me trying to fulfil a tiny dream of mine. That said, if you really like it though, I wouldn't mind if you buy it. ;) Here's the link.

iTunes Link

It costs USD0.99 and for every song sold, I get USD0.69. Yep. The other parts go to Apple and CDBaby.

Oh and it cost me USD15 to get everything up and running. #justsaying ;)

难过＋内疚

词曲／Zhong Ru
编曲／Zhong Ru
制作／Zhong Ru

手在颤抖 眼泪往下流
一切结束后 我该说些什么
呼吸有点紧凑 你却无动于衷
站在原地冷酷地冰冷的说

都是我的错 错的都是我
这样子难道我就不会难过
把爱情挥霍 天使也堕落
是你把我们的爱情都封锁

Hey, it's me
I know it's my fault
And I know that I've hurt you
But I won't ask for another chance
I just wanna say that I'm really sorry

难过 加上一点点刺痛的内疚
其实我可以做的都做了
还是不够
你想要的那片天空太遥远我无法触碰

你的温柔 你的笑容
你的一举一动 你的承诺
不是为我
我要成全你 祝福你
现在的那个男友

从没想过 会是这种结果
从没想过 你就这样的走
从此以后 怎么生活
半夜里等简讯 彻夜守候

从没想过 会是这种结果
从没想过 你就这样的走
从此以后 怎么生活
半夜里等简讯 彻夜守候

难过 加上一点点刺痛的内疚
其实我可以做的都做了
还是不够
你想要的那片天空太遥远我无法触碰

你的温柔 你的笑容
你的一举一动 你的承诺
不是为我
我要成全你 祝福你
现在的那个男友

因为我太爱你

A new production of an old song written back in 2009. This was inspired by a friend's story.

因为我太爱你

词 / 曲 / 编曲 / 制作 / Zhong Ru

伤害你 并不是我的用意
我知道 说太多也没有关系
我只能 封闭自己 想要逃避
希望有一天我的真心能够被你看清

想要说 却说不出你我的美丽
想太多 只会伤害无法忘记
我相信 真心被你一再蹂躏
可我愿意 因为我太爱你

你让我走 我却想留
发现我们是不会有结果
你要挽留 我却得走
这混乱的感情让爱无法自由

因为我太爱你
因为我太爱你
为你付出了那么多
为你痛哭了那么多

因为我太爱你
因为我太爱你
朋友说我敢爱敢放
但爱会把心的一部分带走
没有以后

太突然

For anyone who's loved ones have gone too soon.

太突然
词曲／zhong ru

花开的那瞬间
离终点不遥远
下一秒就凋谢
你可曾注意它的美？

像烟火一样短暂
很壮烈 很不凡
人其实都一样
失去你太突然

当人群渐渐离开
脑子变一片空白
伤心攻进了心坎
我卸下所有武装

当黑夜渐渐逼近
安静得让我窒息
现实让心房超载
挡不住泪水流下来

Moved On

Moved On

words/music/producer/Zhong Ru

I can't even begin to say how much I miss you
Every little thing that she does reminds me of you
How am I supposed to find another when I've already found you?

A simple word a smiley face a tweet or just your presence
Ignites a fire in my heart I need to let you know
I guess that we've never really started on the right note
But now I'm sitting here with all these thoughts in me

And oh
Didn't really wanna let you go
I couldn't face myself for days you know
But amidst all that
You have moved on, moved on

Didn't really wanna let you down
Your tears they make no sound
Yet the pain I feel
You have moved on, moved on

想念

Ever miss someone so much you just wanna run away?

Lyrics/Music/Arrangement: Zhong Ru

深秋的森林
落叶坠满地
就像我 对你的思念
天天在累积

冷风已过境
冻结谁的心
希望我 有一天能够
对你死了心

想念一个人 是多么痛苦的事情
痛得我 不敢去面对
我只能选择离开逃避

想念一个人 是多么痛苦的事情
痛得我 无法去承受
恨下心 转过身 想要走
留下借口

让秋天的风把热情給熄灭
让这场恶梦 醒来后就不见

Comeback

I've decided to reopen this blog! Haha! Yeah, despite having no readers, oh well. I'll just write for my own pleasure! :D

Do check out the mix tape tab above! It's a collection of my works in 2011, some (or all, LOL) are pretty rough, as they are just demos or works-in-progress! Yupp!

Meanwhile, I'll still be posting my works here, whenever I get the time to write something!

Sneak Peek Of A New Original

+It's not complete yet, as you can tell, coz there's no chorus! LOL. I'm gonna re-record the vocals as well, but just a sneak preview! ;)

The Official BU KE SI YI

不可思议 feat. Christina



不可思議

(男): 你迷人的眼睛 讓我深深著迷
為何你讓我 心跳不已
難道 我已情不自禁
愛上了你

(女): 你唱歌的聲音 ((男): 環繞旋律) 把我深深吸引
為何我心弦 為你彈起 ((男): 心弦為你彈起)
我想我已經 ((男):我已經) 愛上你
沉浸在愛情裡的森林

(男): 看著你的眼睛
(女): 聽著你的聲音
(合): 我就感到非常開心
( 男): ((女): 你象) 夢幻般的騎士
(女): ((男): 我要) 童話裡的愛情
(合): 這樣的愛不可思議

(合): 我愛上你 我愛上你的身影
(男): 有你陪在這裡
(女): 我不可能會傷心
(合): 我愛上你 真的不可思議
(男): 請給我一點時間 讓我證明((女): 給你一點時間 讓你證明)
(合): 我愛上你 經過幾個世紀
(男): 獨角獸的婚禮
(女): 我們一起參與
(合): 我愛上你 真的不可思議
(男): 請給我一點時間 讓我證明((女): 給你一點時間 讓你證明)
(男): 我有多愛你((女): 你對我的心)

Producer: Zhong Ru Lyrics: Chun Wee Music: John, Zhong Ru Music Arrangement: Zhong Ru Sound Engineer: Aaron Recording Studio: Insound Studios Mixing Engineer: Aaron Recording Studio: Insound Studios Vocal Arrangement: Bryan Background Vocals: Zhong Ru, Christina © Zhong Ru 2008 All Rights Reserved.


+ Christina and I recorded this song on the 201208!! And here it is! Christina was feeling unwell that day, so pardon her if her voice was a bit shaky. If you want the song, ask me on MSN and I'll send it to you.

+Also, I spent 2 whole days arranging the background music, note by note! Now, I really find the people who do music arrangement very amazing! Seriously! It's really difficult. You need a vision for your song and it's not easy to come up with a breakthrough sound.

+Enough said, take a listen and comment.

不 完美

不 完美
词曲/zhongru

朋友 要是觉得 这世界很复杂
让你呼吸有一点紧张
抬一抬头看 鸟儿正自由飞翔
为何自己却不能够一样

不要哭 请你试着想一想
为什么别人总用异样眼光
为什么就不能够 像个小孩一样天真
像小孩一样真诚

不要害怕 你身边总会有我
在你旁徨的时候 做你的堡垒
擦干眼泪 我的手给你牵
我和你 你和我 一起征服这一切

这世界 不完美 一定要勇敢的走向前
因为有了种种的难题
生活才变得有意义

这世界 不完美 这时候请靠在我的肩
等到我们撑到下一个天亮
泪水也只是昨夜的梦残缺

+Another "不 完美", after 李玖哲's and Chunwee's. Haha. Mine is more of a 励志, look on the bright side kind of song. It's gonna be an upbeat song, which I've never tried. When it's done I'll upload it. Hope the lyrics strike a chord with you.

+没办法，因为最近身边出现太多无聊的问题，所以只好写这样的歌来鼓励自己！希望你们能够有共鸣！

一切顺利

一切顺利
词曲/zhongru

躺在沙发上 睡在双人床
没你在握身旁 真的不习惯
爱情结帐后 跟谁来算
生活变混乱

但我知道 你很快乐
你的眼神告诉我
那就走吧 去爱他吧
虽然我还是 舍不得

我要你 一切顺利 不要忘记
我们的爱情
对你的真心 请不要怀疑
不是一场戏

我祝你 一切顺利 用心传递
放弃的决定
因为是你 所以我愿意
把开心全都交给你

+Qingxiang challenged me to write a song called "一切顺利", as 顺利is the name of one of our friends. He said it was impossible to write such a song. Well, here it is, I'll upload the song asap. And this is not a rip-off of "一切完美" okay, I don't even watch that show. Haha. Leslie, I hope you like this song(I used your name anyway).

因为我太爱你

因为我太爱你
词曲/zhongru

FOR ANONYMOUS2

verse 1
伤害你 并不是我的用意
我知道 说太多也没有关系
我只能 封闭自己 想要逃避
希望有一天 我的真心能够被你看清

verse 2
想要说 却说不出你我的美丽
想太多 只会伤害无法忘记
我相信 真心被你一再蹂躏
可我愿意 因为我太爱你

prechorus
你让我走 我却想留
发现我们是不会有结果
你要挽留 我却得走
这混乱的感情 让爱无法自由

chorus
因为我太爱你 因为我太爱你
为你哭了那么多 为你付出了那么多

因为我太爱你 因为我太爱你
朋友说我敢爱敢放 可爱会把心的一部分带走
没有以后

+I received an email on 15July. A girl, who prefers to be anonymous, sent it to me. It was a sad email, and she hopes that I can put it in a song. I really thank the girl for trusting me enough to share her inner feelings, especially when they are so sensitive. Therefore, I did my best to pen the song throughout the night, and here it is. I sat outside my bunk, with a notebook and pencil, strumming my guitar and trying to make it work. All the way till 10plus. Anyway, I hope that you will like this song.

+The song's not uploaded yet, but here are the lyrics.

承諾

承諾
詞/chunwee 曲/zhongru

verse 1
鋼琴彈奏了一整夜
反覆播放 我對你 的思念
眼淚 忍不住流成一條
線孤單響了一些

verse 2
衣服殘留你的香味
洗不掉 我對你的 痴心和絕對
以為已經緊握你的美
看你走出我的世界

chorus
對你忘不了的思念 停不了的想念
絲絲編織成你的畫面
堆疊著的眼淚 抓不住你的美
留不住你在我的身邊

曾經承諾過的永遠 現在已經不見
能不能挽留一點機會
曾掉過的淚水 一起聽的音樂
像落葉一樣 飄落不見 再也不在見

+Another collaboration between me and chunwee. Actually, we wrote this song last year but I'm only posting it now. haha And I have to tell you we all love this song, and I hope you all will too. haha

守着

守着
詞/john, zhongru 曲/zhongru

verse1
童话里的天真
我怎么还在想着
当你粉碎了我的梦
剪破了你承诺
守着意义何在呢

verse2
我真的看透了
怎么星光还闪着
当你离开我的时候
眼神还是温柔
叫我怎么能承受

chorus
当爱情不再漫热
我的快乐只能收藏在相册
薰衣草还依依守着
在相遇的那个沼泽

到不了的那个什么
一滴泪水也变得是那么那么珍贵了
四季里的分分合合
昔日的天马也离去了


+I flipped through my notebook a few days and discovered this really good song written back in Feb2007. It was one of those songs written in LT5 with John and Chunwee. haha. And so I decided to share this song with you guys. Hope you guys like this one.

+Btw, I've changed 七月七 and 为何...? from .amr to .mp3 already. And I've some really good songs to share with you guys, just wait a litle while more! haha.

REVAMP

NEW HOST

+Hi all. I've decided to shift to a new file host coz the previous host had lots of problems--as can be seen by the large number of people who cannot download the songs. Anyway, the songs stay there unless it has not been downloaded for a consecutive 30days. haha. Just for fun: the song with the highest no. of downloads is Shou Qian Shou, with over 200 downloads! The rest averages with a 100 downloads. Thanks for the support!!

+So try downloading now, I hope it works. haha.

+Btw, anyone wants a song written for them?

bryan

SONGS FOR...

+Wrote these songs for these people. It was for no particular reason; just felt like writing a song for them, so here they are. Who knows, I might write a song for you next?

为何...?词曲/zhongru
FOR BRYAN

心阵阵的痛 痛也没有用
在你的心中 看不见你我

眼泪往下流 手紧握拳头
泪流完以后 没改变什么

为何总在失去 才懂珍惜
每个夜晚梦里有你
梦见你让我感觉了孤寂
你让我看到世界的黑暗

为何总在犯错 后才后悔
我要如何成熟面对
爱你爱到尽头 爱你爱在心中
手放不开 口难开

+Be strong, Bro.

YOU(made me)music/lyrics/zhongru
FOR CHUNWEE

I did something silly again
I wrote all my love on paper planes
Threw them out of my multistorey living
I just hope that you can get one baby

But what you said You made me weak
I hate myself My tears can speak
I’ve never cried so much in my life
Oh my love won’t you ever understand

You made me the man that I am today
You made me shed all my tears for you
You made me crumble You made me sick
You broke my heart You pulled us apart

You tell me to give up You ask me to move on
You said I’m childish You said you’re sorry
Just like the planes Just like the planes
You’re flying away
But I won’t blame you And I won’t hate you
‘Coz my baby I still love you so

+Hope you can get over her soon.

不会 词曲/zhongru
FOR BENJA AND CELESTE

(男): 爱你是我的使命 你让我喘不过气
背包手表和你最爱得番茄汁 (我都给你)
(女): 爱你是我的instinct 你让我觉得幸运
幸运有你爱我 就算电话费再贵 (我也愿意)

(男): 所以请你不要生气 若我一次一次又辜负你
我已经非常努力让你满意
(女): 喔今晚我要大声对你讲 别让我一夜一夜独自哭泣
(合): 我不过想要好好爱你

(男): 我不会唱歌 无法用旋律感动你
(女): 我不够女孩 不懂温柔细心的道理
(合): 我们都明白 都需要互相学习
(男): 但我爱上你
(合): 让人生更美丽

(男): 我不会画画 画不出未来的风景
(女): 我不够女人 不会下厨烹饪做料理
(合): 我们都珍惜 彼此拥有的甜蜜
(女): boy 我会爱你
(合): 就用我这颗最真诚的心

(男): 谁叫我是你的男友 注定一生爱着你
(女): 谁叫我是你的女友 无理取闹都是我专属的权力
((男): 我败给你)

+The song is here!! haha. Everything mentioned above is TRUE and can be cross-checked at haha-hyenalaughter.blogspot.com.

060606

LINE COMM'S 2ND BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!


+I wrote this song specially for this day, and I hope Line Comm likes it!! haha. May Line Comm remain close till the end of time. (haha sounds like lyrics) Anw, the 12 lines in the chorus signifies the ten of us, plus the 2 teachers.

Specially dedicated to: Shaorong, Bel, Weiming, Chendi, Bryan, Sherman, Benja, Myself, Chianlim, Francis, Simon and Lawrence.

生日快乐(我只能说谢谢你)词曲/zhongru
FOR LINE COMM-060606

在一次命运的安排 我们被组合了起来

当初有什么不愉快 现在已经全抛开

当我想放弃时 我还记得是你

告诉我一定要坚持下去 给了我无限勇气

生日快乐 生日快乐这

一路走来是多么坎坷

流过了感动的泪水

也享受过阳光的欢笑

我们经历许多

这友情是特别的

生日快乐 生日快乐

我们在将来到底会怎样呢

曾经疯狂的举动

成为了记忆的结晶

十刃缺一不可

我只能说谢谢你

分分合合只是过程 给友情加深的可能
非常感谢有你们 六月的六日 我会永远记得

不可思議BUKESIYI LIVE070707

不可思議BUKESIYI LIVE070707



不可思議 詞/chunwee 曲/john, zhongru

(男): 你迷人的眼睛 讓我深深著迷
為何你讓我 心跳不已
難道 我已情不自禁 愛上了你
(女): 你唱歌的聲音 ((男): 環繞旋律) 把我深深吸引
為何我心弦 為你彈起 ((男): 心弦為你彈起)
我想我已經 ((男):我已經) 愛上你
沉浸在愛情裡的森林

(男): 看著你的眼睛
(女): 聽著你的聲音
(合): 我就感到非常開心
( 男): ((女): 你象) 夢幻般的騎士
(女): ((男): 我要) 童話裡的愛情
(合): 這樣的愛不可思議

(合): 我愛上你 我愛上你的身影
(男): 有你陪在這裡
(女): 我不可能會傷心
(合): 我愛上你 真的不可思議
(男): 請給我一點時間 讓我證明((女): 給你一點時間 讓你證明)
(合): 我愛上你 經過幾個世紀
(男): 獨腳獸的婚禮
(女): 我們一起參與
(合): 我愛上你 真的不可思議
(男): 請給我一點時間 讓我證明((女): 給你一點時間 讓你證明)
(男): 我有多愛你((女): 你對我的心)


+Hello everyone! I'm back with an exciting recording of a LIVE performance of this song at Mr Lawrence Koh's wedding on 070707. It's a guy-gal turned guy-guy duet with Bryan. Hahaha. You guys take a listen here and comment. Romantic and sweet song, in my opinion. The emcees are Chendi and Benja btw. Haha. There's also a video of this, but it's too much of a hassle to upload it.

qi yue qi

七月七 詞/anonymous 曲/zhongru

verse 1
淡化的爱情 伤透我的心
当你提出了分手的提议
我没问原因就答应
verse 2
只要你开心 什么都愿意
以为能彻底松手的自己
回忆却风雨般来袭

prechorus
若隐若现的身影 你的画面挥散不去
独自在深夜里的孤寂 想起从前和你促膝谈心

chorus
我们曾有说不完的话题 现在却只能够互相逃避
我以为我自己 早已放弃
但我原来从未忘记你

就是再这去年的七月七
我们发现了彼此的爱意
如今这段爱恋早已化成回忆
我始终不能 让过去过去

bridge:
每当看到你在哭泣 我却无能为力
我不期待回到过去 只要你接受我爱意
让我守护着你



+This is the second out of the many stories/lyrics sent to me, and I specially wrote this first because the writer wanted to hear it before 7 July. Oh my god, it's already 5 July!! Haha. Hope everything goes well for this mysterious writer. You can download it by the side, though it's still in .amr format. Sorry!

jing ai 2

THE MILLIONDOLLAR PRODUCTION!

+Here is 静爱着你 by BlackGlamour recorded at a studio at HongKong St. The Bugis studio closed down last week. I think 手牵手was his last project. Haha. I must say this record is pretty good. It's so emo! Especially chunwee, our emo specialist. He's in charge of saying the OS before the song (why yes, there is an OS before the song) and he is Da Man. Well, enough of talk, join us by the seaside by downloading the song on the left now.

+And here is an update on the lyrics. Some minor additions to the chorus.

静爱着你 词曲/alan, john, zhongru

OS:(written by chunwee)

过去的回忆
不能再回头
我只能 静爱着你

没有你的日子 明明是让我难熬
我知道 你也不想要
每当独自送你回家 你不曾微笑
我知道 是心情不好

海风吹着的悲哀 静静指着我的不该
看着寂寞的蓝海 知道不能太依赖
我流失的爱在那冬天 怎么找得回来
静爱着你 我的爱 你并不明白

习惯你的温柔撒娇 和无理取闹
我明了 都是爱的讯号
那夜 和你争吵之后 我眼泪往下掉
我明了 你也伤得不少

望着橘色海岸线 想起过去泛黄从前
船吻上岸那一天 悲伤会否少一些
我流失的爱在那冬天 怎么找得回来

静爱着你 我的爱 你并不明白

静爱着你 我的爱 你并不明白

静爱着你 我的爱 你并不明白

新歌大放送!

新歌大放送!!

+Hey everyone! Although my laptop has some problem, that doesn't mean yall won't get a chance to listen to these new compositions. I still have my handphone!! Haha!! You can download them at the side.

+These files are in .amr format, so you can use your handphone to listen if you don't have real player. For those who prefer listening on the com, here is a link to download real player if you don't have it. 100% Vista/Xp compatitable.

+I recommend that use listen to the songs on your handphone with headset on. This "improves" the quality of the sound.

+One more thing, the quality of the sound might suck, but the quality of the song remains.

+Lastly, I would like to apologize for the poor sound quality! Will be back with mp3 real soon!!