My very first song on iTunes!

Yep, this is my very first song on iTunes! :D I'm really happy and excited about it! You guys don't have to buy it (you can download it for free above), it's just me trying to fulfil a tiny dream of mine. That said, if you really like it though, I wouldn't mind if you buy it. ;) Here's the link.

iTunes Link

It costs USD0.99 and for every song sold, I get USD0.69. Yep. The other parts go to Apple and CDBaby.

Oh and it cost me USD15 to get everything up and running. #justsaying ;)

难过＋内疚

词曲／Zhong Ru
编曲／Zhong Ru
制作／Zhong Ru

手在颤抖 眼泪往下流
一切结束后 我该说些什么
呼吸有点紧凑 你却无动于衷
站在原地冷酷地冰冷的说

都是我的错 错的都是我
这样子难道我就不会难过
把爱情挥霍 天使也堕落
是你把我们的爱情都封锁

Hey, it's me
I know it's my fault
And I know that I've hurt you
But I won't ask for another chance
I just wanna say that I'm really sorry

难过 加上一点点刺痛的内疚
其实我可以做的都做了
还是不够
你想要的那片天空太遥远我无法触碰

你的温柔 你的笑容
你的一举一动 你的承诺
不是为我
我要成全你 祝福你
现在的那个男友

从没想过 会是这种结果
从没想过 你就这样的走
从此以后 怎么生活
半夜里等简讯 彻夜守候

从没想过 会是这种结果
从没想过 你就这样的走
从此以后 怎么生活
半夜里等简讯 彻夜守候

难过 加上一点点刺痛的内疚
其实我可以做的都做了
还是不够
你想要的那片天空太遥远我无法触碰

你的温柔 你的笑容
你的一举一动 你的承诺
不是为我
我要成全你 祝福你
现在的那个男友

因为我太爱你

A new production of an old song written back in 2009. This was inspired by a friend's story.

因为我太爱你

词 / 曲 / 编曲 / 制作 / Zhong Ru

伤害你 并不是我的用意
我知道 说太多也没有关系
我只能 封闭自己 想要逃避
希望有一天我的真心能够被你看清

想要说 却说不出你我的美丽
想太多 只会伤害无法忘记
我相信 真心被你一再蹂躏
可我愿意 因为我太爱你

你让我走 我却想留
发现我们是不会有结果
你要挽留 我却得走
这混乱的感情让爱无法自由

因为我太爱你
因为我太爱你
为你付出了那么多
为你痛哭了那么多

因为我太爱你
因为我太爱你
朋友说我敢爱敢放
但爱会把心的一部分带走
没有以后

太突然

For anyone who's loved ones have gone too soon.

太突然
词曲／zhong ru

花开的那瞬间
离终点不遥远
下一秒就凋谢
你可曾注意它的美？

像烟火一样短暂
很壮烈 很不凡
人其实都一样
失去你太突然

当人群渐渐离开
脑子变一片空白
伤心攻进了心坎
我卸下所有武装

当黑夜渐渐逼近
安静得让我窒息
现实让心房超载
挡不住泪水流下来

Moved On

Moved On

words/music/producer/Zhong Ru

I can't even begin to say how much I miss you
Every little thing that she does reminds me of you
How am I supposed to find another when I've already found you?

A simple word a smiley face a tweet or just your presence
Ignites a fire in my heart I need to let you know
I guess that we've never really started on the right note
But now I'm sitting here with all these thoughts in me

And oh
Didn't really wanna let you go
I couldn't face myself for days you know
But amidst all that
You have moved on, moved on

Didn't really wanna let you down
Your tears they make no sound
Yet the pain I feel
You have moved on, moved on

Lyrics

My most private feelings are revealed through my lyrics.

Just some notes from my iPhone

12 March 2012
In my dreams, I am a fugitive. Running away from a crime that I did not commit.


30 March 2012
I'm jealous. How can you be so good at what you do? I should be the one closer to them but... And I can't blame you, that's just the difference between my character and yours. Plus the fact that I'm not an inspiring person, or as fun to be around with as you. That's why I'm jealous. That should be me.


8 April 2012
Standing outside the new ice skating rink and feeling a lot of emotions. It's like I'm trying to locate where's where in the old JEC. To get my bearings in a new old place. Like where were the dinosaurs? Was this where the cinema was? But it's not possible. Everything has changed. The new JE is new and impressive, but lacks the familiar feel that the old one had. I just want the old JE back. With the dinosaurs and everything. Is this how it feels like to grow old?

想念

Ever miss someone so much you just wanna run away?

Lyrics/Music/Arrangement: Zhong Ru

深秋的森林
落叶坠满地
就像我 对你的思念
天天在累积

冷风已过境
冻结谁的心
希望我 有一天能够
对你死了心

想念一个人 是多么痛苦的事情
痛得我 不敢去面对
我只能选择离开逃避

想念一个人 是多么痛苦的事情
痛得我 无法去承受
恨下心 转过身 想要走
留下借口

让秋天的风把热情給熄灭
让这场恶梦 醒来后就不见

Comeback

I've decided to reopen this blog! Haha! Yeah, despite having no readers, oh well. I'll just write for my own pleasure! :D

Do check out the mix tape tab above! It's a collection of my works in 2011, some (or all, LOL) are pretty rough, as they are just demos or works-in-progress! Yupp!

Meanwhile, I'll still be posting my works here, whenever I get the time to write something!

Sneak Peek Of A New Original

+It's not complete yet, as you can tell, coz there's no chorus! LOL. I'm gonna re-record the vocals as well, but just a sneak preview! ;)

My Recent Obsession

+Okay! So recently I've just been obsessed with Supra sneakers! They are just so cool and the designs and colours are superb! They're just a little pricey!